I myself had every opportunity to live that life…maybe my addict would have forgiven me or maybe not. But none of that matters because I would never have been able to forgive myself had I chosen that path.
I am going to be very sexually explicit in describing his actions and I don’t want to trigger anyone…please don’t read if this will cause you trauma.
Would I be forgiven if I:
- Wrapped my mouth around other men’s cocks
- Asked other men to perform oral sex on me
- Gave men hand jobs in cars
- Allowed men to fondle me in cars
- Planned and told lies days in advance so that I could have sex with other men
- Planned and told lies weeks in advance so that I could go on weekend getaways with other men
- Asked men to send me naked pictures
- Sent naked pictures of myself in our room to multiple men
- Sent videos of myself masturbating
- Sexted multiple other men in our house
- Told multiple other men I wanted to fuck them
- Had phone sex with multiple men in our house, at work, and in my car
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